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If I was a flower, you would be my stem    If I was a prayer, you would be the "amen" If I was a candle, you would give me light    If I was a color, you would make me bright If I was a lock, you would be my key    If I was music, you would be my symphony If I was a firefly, you would be the night    If you were the wind, I would be a kite If you were a cloud, I would be the rain    And if you were an ache, I would be the pain If I was a mirror, I would only reflect you    Because this is what true lovers do.

My life is a black hole An abyss with no end Where I sit all alone With my one and only friend A book filled with poems And a bloody razor too Hopefully I'll be dead Before this day is through A few more scars Upon my arms Maybe a few more tears Adding on to the countless ones That I've been shedding for years The cold that crushes me Will soon wrench me apart The blood that for now Flows through my heart Will gush from every cut I make And will slowly seep away My mind can finally be at peace For only my body will stay In this cruel, wretched world After I have died No more cold, crushing darkness And no more tears to

Insanity Surrounded me It wouldn't let me go It burned my skin I was caving in But I couldn't let it show The smile on my face Was just a crooked frown As I watched my world Turn upside-down Everyone talks But no one would listen I kept my head down But tears would glisten In these tired eyes But I wouldn't let them fall Even if there was no hope Through it all Then that one day You came along Just one word from you And all my defenses were gone My heart had turned to stone But you had broken through Now I wake up every morning Thanking God for sending you Even though I have these thoughts I can't let you know Beca

The cold is gnawing at my skin It begs and pleads to be let it Consumed by weakness, I have no choice My screams and shouts leave me no voice So in comes the rain, the sleet, the snow The hail, the wind, and all of the unknown That waits in the dark Fear creeps in, too And stabs at the heart It will bleed for fear That it will burst For a sudden death Is so much worse Than one that is slow and musing One that gives you time Time to remember those you are leaving behind Even though there's so many That I will miss The dark is still rising And the cold insists On a permanent stay And as my vision sways Everything turns bla

Pain is addictive Pain is sweet Pain will wipe you off your feet It will take away everything you've got Until there's nothing but the deep red spot On the shirt that bleach won't cure Another one made impure By your daily sins and all your lies The time you made your parents cry And you care, but then you don't Just can't decide 'Do I want to live or do I want to die? If Hell is here, then where will I go? Someplace better, I know. It has to be better than this life of pain But I can't leave, not again, because Pain is addictive Pain is sweet And pain has knocked me off my feet It took everything I had Now it just makes m

I wish you could understand  I wish you'd just take my hand I wish you would trust me again,  My friend. I know it's been a long, long time  Since you've been a part of my life I wish you would just try again,  If you can. We're all headed down a strange road  And we're all unsure of where to go Now  But we'll get there somehow.

Time to think  about the sink    and all the stuff underneath it Time to think  about the mink    and all the things he's eaten. Time to think  about the homework    I know I've got a lot Time to think  about the things    I nearly, almost forgot.

Dear devil on my shoulder, accursed angel by my ear, listen closely now. For me, there is no fear of what lies beyond this trickery, this game set by godly hands. Their rules, I shall not follow; let there be no more commands. Devil, I now heed thee to guide me on my way. Angel, I detest thee, for thou hast led me astray. Your ever-seething misery was mine to endure, until the devil spoke to me words with a cure. Angel, tell your master there is no hope here. No longer will you whisper painful words in my ear. Devil, I implore thee to stay by my side. Guide me through your darkness, show me shadows where I may hide. Te